When something clicks in your head, you can't unclick it

On 22 October, Scott said:

It's only just hit me now that this is ACTUALLY happening - that the adventure is going to happen, and we're on track to be away before Christmas. We knew the plan (loose as it is), but it's almost like something just clicked in my head that it's a real trip we're going on, rather than just a plan. Can't wait!

The pain of all these on-again off-again contracts is that we have both had something "click" in our heads,... And now we are being asked to "unclick" it. That doesn't work. It's like being asked not to love someone. You can't and it hurts.

I wish someone would stop dangling this carrot in front of our faces. We're tired. We're cranky. We have jumped through a thousand hoops for a thousand different people. Now, we just want to get going. Yeppoon is calling to me.